My thoughts were wandering(as usual) when I was supposed to study econs. And I suddenly thought of this question: How would I react if I only had 24hrs left?
And it dawned upon me. Sadness. Of course, I'll be sad that I still have so many things and dreams undone, leaving my family and friends and stuffs...But most importantly I feel sad that I am the only one to get to enter God's eternal kingdom after I leave this temporal world. The people that I love the most aren't. I am sad that in my lifetime I have not been able to be Christ's ambassador to spread His Word and faith to those I love.
Let's be practical. How many of us do actually have the courage to speak about the Word, about God to your non-believer friends. I certainly don't. Of course I do hope that one day they will also be God's children but I am afraid of losing the friendship at the same time too. I am afraid that people might deem me as too aggressive and forgo the friendship that we have built up for so long. It may seem to be exaggerating but religion is a sensitive issue. Okay maybe this is only applicable to me.
I hope that the Lord will bless us with courage and greater faith so that we may continue to grow stronger in Him and one day let our actions and words speak forth of His glory.
